All these things I do they're never quite enough, and I've nothing to prove. I'm all out of luck.So make me fall in love, even if I get hurt. I'll be the only fool in the world, just make me fall in love.
theloveapple said: YOU GO LAURA
tmedia said: Good for you!!!
Thankkkkssss
Going to uni may not seem like a big deal to you lot. Lots of people go all the time, Get a * grades and do well in life.
But since my gcse’s all ive ever heard is ” You not smart enough” ” you wont get the grades ” ” cant you do any better ? “
Granted im not very academicly smart, im shit at English and exams. But being told ” i wont be good enough ” wasn’t motivating me to change.
I then got into 6 form, i didnt want to go to 6 form i wanted to do media at college but i was made to go to college as i was told media is a wast of time and that college wouldn’t give me a good grade.
Then whilst suffering through 6 form i was just the thick kid still not good enough to get into uni. So i just gave up i just accepted i was going to fail.
Then I thought FUCK THIS im going to college, im going to do something i like, even if im shit at it, even if i fail its worth a try ?
And now after a 2 year of convincing people that its not a waste of time, that im not going to fail, after realising that college is so easy that i could do it all in 2 weeks.
Ive spent the 2 weeks doing work and IM DOING FUCKING WELL Granted i could have done better because i left it till the end .
But being made to go to 6 form and being told im not smart enough made me get a DDE.
Going to college and doing something i enjoy for a change got me the equivalent of BBC at alevel. Granted i could have done better but thats twice the fucking grade i got in 6 form.
But now i can say im going to fucking uni. So this is basically to all the people who told me i was thick all of you who told me i wasnt smart enough basicly made me want to give up
FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY IM NOT FUCKING THICK
And heres to the people being forced to do something they dont want to do. Go do what you love, it might be a big risk or it might be a big reward.
I know this sound like im braggin because i passed college im not i could have done better people pass all the time its not a big deal. Its just nice to be able to feel like im not worthless any more.
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the-impala-in-the-time-vortex:
The rest of the world probably thinks British TV is all brilliant and humorous or classy and intellectual because they probably just get programmes like Downton Abbey or Sherlock imported.
In reality most of it’s like this:
We are so classy.
Aren’t we just…
